well, I knew it wasn’t going to work out.. I knew I had my hopes up for nothing.. but, on some level, it didn’t surprise me.. it definitely disappointed me, but it didn’t surprise me.. I’m constantly at odds with my mental illness and it’s been getting the better of me lately.. I feel defeated sometimes; I often don’t know why I even try to do anything
beyond survive.. I still have quite a bit to work through and it’s an uphill battle all the time.. I’m tired, just so very tired.. I try to think positively and to make myself feel better, but it doesn’t work that way.. nothing comes easy….
posted from Sara’s phone
You are absolutely right that nothing comes easy, but that doesn’t mean that things can’t come. You have accomplished things and you have come a long way and you’ve done it because you’re not the kind of person who gives up. You are a fighter and a survivor and you will overcome in the end.
thanks for the encouragement, dad.. my hopes gets derailed easily, I guess..
I’m sorry those original plans didn’t pan out but they aren’t the only place that has an external program. We’ll have to do some investigating to see who else does and see if we can get you started.