It’s been forever since I’ve written a new blog post, so here I am, killing time.. I feel like I’ve been doing so-so; I’ve been better and I’ve certainly been worse.. I feel like I’ve been doing okay as far as not letting negativity consume me, as it can often do.. I try to not read too much in to things and to understand people better.. I know I’m an enigma and I’m complicated and I’m not the best of persons; I need to do better at remembering I do have redeeming qualities and to not be so hard on myself.. When you make so many stupid mistakes or say so many stupid things, it’s hard to not begin to believe you’re a really dumb person.. Oh well, maybe I’m an idiot, maybe I’m not – who knows?!